“Everything I and all the others did … we did to survive – just like everyone else who left their homes and homeland behind to flee from wars and conflicts to areas that offer them protection. We are all fighting for our lives.
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Zain-Alabidin Al-Khatir says goodbye to his family on November 17, 2013. He has to leave his country because he is being politically persecuted in Sudan. He flees to Libya via Egypt and has to pay professional smugglers to get there. With her help, he crosses the border in a night march, crosses a minefield and has to disguise himself as a veiled woman in order to pass checkpoints safely.
He stays in the country for a year and a half, where anarchy reigns after the fall of Gaddafi, militias fight each other in bloodshed and the business of smugglers and human traffickers flourishes. Refugees are humiliated and exploited, a human life counts for little. Zain has to look for odd jobs to finance his onward journey and is often cheated out of his wages and robbed.
Again and again he is at the mercy of smugglers, is beaten and locked up. Trapped in a room with dozens of other refugees, for days without food and water, without a toilet. Women are repeatedly raped in front of his eyes. Their husbands and children also have to watch.
After 19 months in Libya, he finally gets the chance to flee to Europe. He is crammed below deck with 650 other refugees in a dilapidated, barely seaworthy fishing boat. After 17 hours of agony, rescue finally arrives: two ships pick up the people. The horror ends.
Zain Alabidin Al-Khatir hat seine Flucht in einem Buch geschildert: „Ums Überleben kämpfen“. It was published by Arete-Verlag. ISBN 978-3-96423-020-1.
The book makes him famous and he meets personalities such as Federal President Walter Steinmeier and Federal Chancellor Olaf Scholz.
In March 2023, Zain returned to Sudan for the first time as a German citizen. Saw his mother again for the first time, his father, siblings and friends. Now they are building a school together in his home village with the help of Hoffnungsmacher.